My Relationships are just not working out..

[vegasluvsme]

A guy and i that were dating recently just broke up. About a week ago i went with some friends on a limo, my bf at the time had plans to go out for his brothers birthday. My ex boyfriend now always claims his phone is broken, dies, or he just didnt get my call. He is a really good guy rasied in a church family, and i have know him since high school. I alway had this growing feeling that he was cheating on me with a ex girlfriend that he dated for five years. Well last saturday i go on the limo with somefriends. I kept blowing this really good looking guy off and telling him i had a boyfriend. Then i called my ex now many times finally said f it (half drunk) and kissed the guy. I felt bad and knew some pictures were going to be on myspaceof me kissing this guy.Sooo.. I told him about it. He wont forgive me and says he wont date a girl he cant trust he has already been down that path. We havent dated but a few weeks and it was just a kiss.. and i told him. i never tried to hide it. Do you think i should be forgiven?